It's been ages since I wrote on my DA journal, ....or any journal.
I have noticed things have changed in DA, and I also liked it better before.
well.....I might not make myself clear on my writing because I'm just spitting out words.
It's been about 2 yrs since I don't participate much in DA. I used to be around here more often back then but then I moved back to Mexico and somehow I left, not only the US left behind but many other things.
One thing I'm sure of is that I do have changed. I've grown up as a person. I've learned not to worry about things that haven't happened yet and I've learned not to worry about things that are in the past. That helps me to be calmed, to focus on what really needs my attention and to value aspects of myself that others might not see but that I'm sure are there. And those are the things that make me special, confident and stronger.

I feel as if I have given so much of me to some people who were not the appropriate but as I said, it makes no sense if I keep wasting time on regrets about my past mistakes. I have nothing but to keep on going. At this point of my life, if others value what I'm worth is not what really matters. What's important to me is how I see myself. On that, I'm doing a great job because I believe I am special, I'm beautiful, confident and a hell of a lucky woman. It's just so hard not to love myself. LOL
see ya all